Have you ever thought of the depth of Human Emotion, and how strong feelings that have developed could, with but a single event, drastically change? I cannot comprehend the magnitude by which one can despise a person whom he/she has formerly cherished. To find that person's every action irritating or wrong, to be inclined to refuse to his/her every request, to want to distance yourself from that person - a person who, just some time ago, was an integral part of your existence. Scientists say that emotions are but signals from the brain, chemicals that go through the body in order to affect how we physically feel - the butterflies in our stomachs, the gripping pain in our chests, the blinding rage, it's all just chemically induced by our bodies. It's funny how people try to continually distance themselves from the less empirical nature of human beings - the emotional, the spiritual - but in the end, they are just as susceptible to it as the next guy. Well, that's going a little bit off topic, so let's get back to it: it's confusing how sometimes the feelings we have for a person can turn renegade and go the opposite way. The fondness just... disappears and all that is left is resentment toward that person - and as easy as it is to change that feeling, it is hard to regain that fondness for a person, it is like a scar that will never heal. That is truly unfortunate for the person on the receiving end of these feelings. Sometimes, we don't even know exactly what that person did wrong to deserve such treatment, and sometimes, the person doesn't even KNOW that we already resent him/her - I guess the latter is for the best (what you don't know won't hurt you, right?). So why am I writing this? Why this topic suddenly? Is it something that has happened to me? Is it how I feel about someone right now? Or is it simply a product of deranged thoughts emanating from this dark vortex that is my mind? Well, that's for me to know and for everybody else to find out in good time.